Being in
love with the broken one will never ever be all rainbows and unicorn tears
every day, moment.
you'll find yourself being at the lowest point of your life most of the time and that is when you learn, learn to embrace their emotions or memories that kills them, it's your job to make your broken lover see the good in the bad.
it's a battle. a worth battle to fight alongside your broken lover. a battle with memories and flashbacks, hard times and good times.
Being in love with the broken one is like
watching a real life bipolar mood in a human form.
It gets so genuinely
hopelessly happy and then when ‘that moment’ hit them, watches how their smile
instantly changes to frowns.
There will
be days you wonder if you have love the enough. Truth is,being in love, it will never be enough,love will just keep growing for someone whom we really care and put top priorities to, love will keep growing when we appreciate the little things they did for us.
They will have countless of
insecurities and mind full of negativity that will tell them that what they’re
feeling, this 'genuinely happy in love feeling' will come to an end one day. And
it’s our job, to give them re-assurance every time when they need. Countless
reminders of how much they meant to us and countless ‘I love you’
It was never
their intention or fault to be such a hard, cold, ruthless person to love.
Being in
love with someone broken, they will kill you with their stinging words and
empty doubts just to make sure you could keep up with them. And being able to
keep them sane from those hurtful, disturbing over thinking thoughts.
Trust me,
they had 'them' every moment, every day, every minutes, every seconds.
It is hard for us to bridge their thoughts and walls.
It is harder for them to let someone in.
and we have to completely understand that.
It was never
their fault that they became like this; they never wanted to be broken.
No one
ever wants to be broken.
Before
loving the broken one, understand what makes them this way.
Why they are this
way.
Remember that every tall hard secret wall there is garden, a very
beautiful one for those who deserves.
One thing
for sure, as days passes by.
You’ll fix your broken lover and when your broken
lover is no longer broken, be surprised of how much love they could just give
and give and give, it’s a beautiful thing to be broken after all.
Enough said,
you’ll be truly amaze by how strong
they stand by themselves.
Kintsukuroi
I am
hopeless in love with my broken lover and will always be
-Nish
