Starting over is never easy.
To throw away most memorable things our life is always
never easy and often such decision were made because of things or people that
changed us as who we were. However most people start over is always due to one
reason, pain. No matter what kind of pain, that desire to do better is that one
goal or one dream people with pain want or rather need to achieve. All of us live
once to experience all kind of emotions; sadness, happiness, excited, envious,
rage, anger...etc. well that’s life unfortunately, you win and lose but you
live. You live to fight for another day. Fight the pain. Starting over is not
running away. It is finally to shine, for being able to breathe a little. “Nobody
said it was easy, nobody said it was impossible either”
Well, obviously I wanted to start over and letting go
almost every part of my memories is because I do not want it to affect my
future like obviously I will start to have doubts on most people, having trust
issue and the worst thing is that creating a wall for myself. I want my future
to have the best of me. For genuinely being who I am, laugh without having the
insecure feeling how ugly I look with my teeth. To feel satisfied at the end of
day and being able to be appreciative, being able to smile to sleep. To wake up
in the morning and to be ready for another day, another reason to smile. As easy
as it seems, it is never easy. I thanked for the memories implanted in me. I thanked
for the feels I used to feel. I thanked for the care, you used to give. I thanked
for the pain that changed me. I thanked you for almost everything. No regrets
for anything I did, because it taught me things in life and also for being who I
am today.
It is alright because “ things will fall back into pieces
eventually, it is the matter of time” and “ good things come to those who waits”
p.s i am so sorry for not been updating ! cheerios and stay happy, live your life guys !
nish
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