over the years

Changes

It feels like I have changed a lot over the years both good and bad ways but I have realized that it’s all due circumstance that has inflicted me as a person, both emotionally and mentally. Nevertheless, friends who have been there, never will I ever forget about you people. I kept every single memories, downfall and rainbows. Even, reminiscing though we are growing very distance apart. Friends whom once I considered the best and promised that I will always be there. I am still here. Never running, never forgetting. Watching you smiling from afar, feeling blessed, thanking god for every laughter you’ve left the world to hear, whom now is a phone call away yet it seems forever, I, will never stop praying for your happiness. Been the best, always will be the best to me, now, maybe someone else deserve your best and you are. Always

Present

Thankful for the people that is present now. For being there for me, for pushing me till I had reached my peak of success, for always watching me from afar. I can never thank each one of you enough. Especially the ones who never did gave up on me.

New

I have found someone who has grown flowers deep within my thorn-broken rib cage.

 Hollowed heart...

Someone who looks at forever and see reflection of me in his forever

Tough but enduring my littlest sharp painful shattered heart

He deserves.

until  then.

-n1sh4x